Mowgli's Hole and Light Adventures !!!

Hiii Duuude,

               You’re coming from your mama’s place. I suppose Pickup and drop problems solved .I wonder who cooks you lunch daily , No dangerous experiments like cooking and all , Okay :P . So As I was talking about the Cardboard box and life, I was wondering this definitely needs a post , right…?!!?...I was very happy you asked about Mowgli and I was thinking it has been a long time since I’ve brought Mowgli to life. He always comes out only when there is something strong needs to be told. For the first time, he is coming for an adventure. But this is not like the regular adventure, it is something out-of-the-box. It goes like this.

From where shall I start this story…!!!

We will start from Mowgli’s journey to see his you-know-who at her place. Remember this journey is supposed to be a surprise to her.Aphro doesn’t like Mowgli coming to see her , sometimes even after informing her . So imagine how will she react when he tells her it’s a surprise visit.So he decides not to tell her about this and after his previous meet with some creatures and animals , he continues his journey.This time while going he comes across a forest full of wild creatures and trees with wonderful fruits.Ofcourse,these are someone else’s fruits of labour but it is not a rule that only the person who sows it must be the one harvesting it , is it ?...So since he is very hungry after a long journey he decides to make the best use of them.Ofcourse he goes and picks the fruit Orange and then Grapes and then apple and treats himself in a nice way.After sometime he takes drinks Tender coconut but for some reason decides to keep the remaining portion of coconut.He finds a nice A1 tree and decides to sleep for sometime under it .

After sometime he wakes up and continues his journey along the forest. While going he finds out that this forest is not the one he has been seeing all his life.The fundamentals never change but the way they appear have taken a vast change.In this forest , within the trees

The root is replaced by society and friends

The Branches are replaced by parents

The leaves appear as happiness and sadness

The Animals appear as human beings

The Sunlight is morphed into emotions

Mowgli was just surprised to see all this and then he decides to see what this forest has for him.

As he goes, he sees that his own shadow has begun to look like Cheetah(His favorite animal) . When he finds out his tree within the forest he is surprised to see that this cheetah has started to consume the leaves of that tree. As he consumes he comes across a strange illusion where in a leaf has both happiness and sadness alternatively and the degree varies according to the point of view. On further digging he finds out this is the sunlight that is playing trick on his emotions. He has his tender coconut and tries to collect some leaves and branches in them and tries to see if this trick works there .It takes him a long time to realize that sometimes not all effects work on the collected leaves because he is not able to let the light pass through it.Sadly he continues to a place and to his shock he now find the leaves have become like normal again.It was now when he finds out that it was not the work of the sunlight but the work of the Clouds which play an important role on the sun which in-turn affects the leaves.As the days pass , he finds out that the leaves always shine their brightest when the Orange clouds appear and it appears that his entire coconut shell becomes happy if Orange clouds occur.But one thing was very strange to him.As he saw the leaves in coconut turning happy,the cheetah was looking to consume the leaves present in them and make them disappear from the coconut shell.He wanted to speed up his journey a little bit so that the shell is not empty by the time it he shows It to his Aphro. One never wants the Cheetah to take control of the coconut shell and leaves !!

With this he senses something shining reflecting on his eyes and then realizes this is all a dream…He is surprised to find out that Coconut is still there…But he doesn’t know that

The Coconut shell was his Mind

The Cheetah was his Brain

The Orange cloud which played with leaves in that was no one other than his Aphro !!!!!

He had visited the Forest of Memories.

Now you know how coconut shells and cardboard boxes are related don’t you ?? , After all Both of them are hard on the outside in order to protect contents on the inside are better used with a small hole made on their surface to soften them .…

When you’ve read this , do me a favor…Tell me something other than Good. Otherwise Mowgli get’s sad and you don’t want him to knock your mama’s door for feedback , do you  J !!!!

Can I write what you write in your mind ..!!

Hii duuude ,

Wasupp...How's the internship going.. How's Nisha..Is she like vanilla or Chocolate  or Dark chocolate..?..Did u meet Santosh ...!!..I always have wanted and will write what you think in mind ..I think I've succeeded till now.Any writer writes something  which he / she feels will resonate with reader.Generally there are a large number of reader's and it becomes a quite difficult task.But Lucky me ,..I have only one reader.So should I write posts which reflect your thoughts or write something which is a mirror of my thoughts !!..I always think of the thought process of things when I tell you "Blogcheck" . So,here is a small post of all the paths which your thoughts​ might tread on ..This might be right or wrong ,  just know that just knowing how your mind works gives me the feeling of a leaf which knows it's fruits !!!...

Whatever the post is,Once I've written I always think of a time in which You'd have fullest concentration while reading it...
But just as the raindrop which can't wait to reach the earth,I end up telling you earlier than planned time ..
What does she think when I tell that..?
Do you think
This guy....Aaargh ..I don't know what to do with him..!!
This guy...Aaah..One more post ..What has he written this time...!!!
This guy ...Duh.. We'll just read and tell it's good anyways
This guy....Uh-Oh...What did I do this time.All the conversations went fine only na ..!...I never know what happens and his emotions are always on a rollercoaster​..
This guy....Wow..He must've written something interesting
This guy...Bring it on bitch .. We'll see what he's written...
This guy..poor soul...Maybe he thinks the only place where he and me would fall in love is in his posts...

In what time do you react ..Are there sometimes when you've to read the posts twice..
Or read , take a break and look up , think then continue reading ..!!!
Do you make funny and serious faces when you read ...!!!
Other than good you don't tell anything ..What am I to make of that ...!!!!

I wish I can be there to see you reading but there are many wishes I have and I must admit one has to be very careful what he/she wishes for ..After all what if all the wishes come true one day..Does that make me an optimist or pessimist...!!!!

Internship and Internal_Relationship

Hii Dude,

It often amuses me thinking how much I know about your internship and how much you know about mine.I suppose you only know that I am working 12 hours a day like a mad horse which gets it's water only when he sees a text from someone he cares.The task itself is very simple they say but it is very critical as we have more people asking questions.I am working in Coastal shipping division of a Logistics company which is multi modal ...I assume you know what multi modal ....Here I am thinking the sea is always silent when I watch it from the shores but Imagining a ship carrying 2500 cars on my sea makes me happy and sad at the same time.This one tells me that there are more things in life which happen simultaneously and we are not required to understand everything.I went to office expecting some right proportion of men and girls(Yes..not women).But what did I get ..Fully Men with only 2 girls :( . Bad thing both are not Mallu's. But if they might've been they'd go with their gang only to mallu cafe and all. Of course,there are exceptions !!..So my office is pretty much testosterone charged with very less estrogen which is crucial for generating Dopamine,which is often called as hormone of happiness.I probably should not tell this to anyone but I've started to miss Bangalore and some of my people there.Having no stipend makes this even more tougher for me.I mean which Intern will work for 12 hours sacrificing weekend and government holidays duude...It is very hard for me to do that even if you're my boss.I'm just kidding if you're my boss I'll be glad to work..just imagine to chances to create chaos..How sweet na !!!...Chaos is a true measuring scale of any person's character..

BTW dude..The only beacon of light saving me is the messages and occasional calls I receive from that special person..I'm telling you again there is no need to feel selfish if we text or call each other . I think we've crossed all that level long time before.The one thing I like about this logistics sector is that it's hectic but that's the bad thing also.I want new kinds of disasters which will cause more exciting problems.In shortest timespan I'm the only one here to have me CEO and get scoldings..After that my vertical lead also scolded.You will reach one point of time in your life when you see angry people shouting you'll pity them as to you also getting angry at them.This should be the first lesson you'll learn in corporate. I've read(writing learnt here wouldn't be appropriate , would it ?) somewhere that Attaining success is like trying to get pregnant the world doesn't care how many times you fuck over except for the time you really succeeded.You have no idea number of times I think of giving a flying visit to you despite knowing you'll not give a flying fuck about.Ofcourse I'll end this post with a line(not a pickup line btw)...

" Remember one thing dear,you can create a ripple by throwing a stone but you cannot stop it.Not all the ripples become waves but all the waves were once a ripple " 

How's this related ..?

Who's the 🌊 ..?

Who's the Ripple?..

We'll see(a) that , won't we !!!!

How Far have I come and how to measure the distance(Ofcourse in Life)

Hii to-my-half and my-better-half,

Till this time , most of the posts in this blog were addressed to one girl without whom I thought life was impossible.Hell,it still is (Remember,this is the present in 2017 & I haven't met you yet) but what was impossible before has started to become unusual now.One of the important things one can learn in life is the difference between unusual and impossible.What I felt for her might be unusual , coming from me but for her it seems to be impossible to give it back to me.But hey,this post is not to talk about her I suppose I've written more posts about that.
Today,I am at an important crossroad in my life where in I have to take many decisions which can take me in any direction and not necessarily the one with signposts telling "Hey,do that and you will reach there".
Well..for any one who wants to know why I am here they must know how I have reached here..Isn't it..?..Let me start my story by telling only two conditions...
1) Whatever I've written is a mixture of truth and fiction..however mostly it is on the truth side and less fiction (say 75-25),that in a nutshell means whatever I have written here is truth and the way somethings could have turned out might be out of my whims and fancies for that happening.
2) The One and Only person who would get access to this blog and read all the posts(including drafts) would be my would-be wife(I don't know who you are but I will find you and marry you).I don't even know If you got the pun in that line..Anyways it's a line from the movie TAKEN and If you've not watched it we could watch it in our TV along with the home theater(I can only hope as I don't have either of that as of now i.e Wife and a TV+Home theater ).Having told that,TV till in my day was a push medium as in the broadcasters used to push and the remote control used to be in cable operators end.But nowadays it has become a Pull medium wherein it is upto the user to choose content and watch.It is one interesting paradox as our devices are becoming more personal ( mobiles and laptops ) on the pretext of connecting us while the actual device which has been doing that for decades (TV) has silently become the point of difference.
Sorry for moving away from the topic.It's high time we start..
I'm sure you would know my name by the time you read this.It's amazing how each time I write "you" I imagine that girl whom I've met in my MBA days(present,I suppose) . I do not know what is going to happen in future but still let me tell you one thing once I start loving I put my heart and soul into that even if they don't reciprocate(Which BTW is a easy recipe for a mental disaster).Just imagine what all I will do if the other person starts reciprocating.I assure you , you are the only person who deserves all of that and no one else.
( Take a deep breathe and start )
So,from where shall I start...School|College|Work|MBA..?? or Family|Friends..?
Each filter point in my life is a milestone according to me.I suppose in the journey of life each and every phase has its own importance and I do not want to club them all in one post.So each one will be in separate post and it will be inter connected with Family and Friends..
I welcome you into my life and hope by the end of each post and when you read all the posts you get a glimpse into my life and connect the dots.Remember I can show you the Dots but making a line or a circle is entirely upto you..I am ok with anything as long as the outcome considers all the dots given to you...!!!!!

Mowgli's time-ly adventures

Hii Dude,

I wish I were a sparrow so that I can just come to your home and go whenever I want without any problems.But still,what can be done If i choose to send a sparrow like robot with two cameras that can fly like a drone which only I can control..What a splendid thought that might be.Imagination must be the one that fuels my life these days.I think I did not tell you that I am leaving because AnandRao circle and the bridge makes me nostalgic dude.(How Silly can I be!!).Did you know I came to lassiwala that day just to see you before I started..?.So yes,I came and I saw you like a poor child looking at a rich kid playing with his toy even though the poor kid doesn't understand what the rich kid finds in that toy and amongst all the things in the world why did he choose this toy?.

When I asked you about what should I write I can imagine you imagining what to answer to me.After skipping sensitive topics you choose Deaddiction.When you choose some topic I think a lot before writing it because you might be having some preconceived notions about that in your mind and I don''t want it to come out when you are reading what I've written.But Isn't it like asking an addict to write about deaddiction?..It is very tough , I suppose.But again things must start at somepoint na dude.Just like beauty which lies in eyes of the beholder..Deaddiction also lies in eyes of Addict.But guess what,out of all addictions mine is the only one which can talk...Yaaay!!!..And I'm sure mine tells me which no other addictions would say..It is telling me to quit it.And I am dumbfound.

Our guy Mowgli goes to Aphrodisias to meet his girl(Or so he thinks) and on his was he meets Cupid.
"Hii boy!!" tells Cupid
"How are you ..Long time no see..." tells Mowgli
"Yep...Wasupp..where are you going" asks Cupid
"I'm going to meet Aphro..."beams the boy
"Does she know you are coming.Did you inform her when you started?"asks Cupid
"Nope.This is a surprise..you know what she was just near my place and I thought of meeting her"tells Mowgli
"Oh wow..She told me she came to send off one of her people to la la land.But I didn't know you were this near"
"Well..Maybe that's how we are supposed to be always , I guess" tells Mowgli sadly..
"Cmon boy...Cheer up..Things will change don't worry" tells Cupid
"Cupid,she is going to go away from me for 2 months for learning some tips to survive the jungle"Mowgli tells..
"haha..poor girl she has her own battles to fight,ain't she"tells Cupid
"Yes..yes..she told me to stop talking to her as a measure of reducing future damages"the boy tells.
"What did you tell?"asks Cupid
"Ofcourse I told her we can reduce the time we talk but reducing it suddenly is not possible"
"But still you will miss her right?"asks Cupid
"Yes..Maybe I will listen very carefully to the wind and hear her voice telling "Don't worry..this is just temporary"tells Mowgli
"You and your fantasies are going to get you killed one day"tells Cupid
"You know what Cupid..you have no idea each time how much anxiety I have when I wait to talk to her or wait for a text from her"tells Mowgli
"But still boy...All things must start somewhere"Exclaims Cupid
"Understand one thing Cupid...for me it is not a straight line but a circle...As long as she is there as my center no one can think of breaking it..not even me!!"Tells the boy and continues his journey..!!

Logical closure to things and letting away a few of my dreams

Hii Dude,

I am just thinking what should I tell now.I guess we have come to an important point in our lives.Yes,we have completed our 1st year of PGDM. The place which introduced me to your world and introduced a new world inside me.How can I forget the experiences which I have had in this year.Maybe studies,we can forget but there are many other things which I must forget at the rate faster than we forget things we prepared for the exam.I got very angry when you said we will reduce the hours we were talking and till now it was only me who decided things should go.But at the same time try to understand that I always want you to be the one who decides how things should happen.Except this decision which seems like separating me from myself.It has been two days of no talking and texting and you tell quite easily you must get used to it.I know that 35 times was a bit exaggerated but still I was drunk that day and I possibly I didn't know why I did like that.But still,It was not good to have called you that much times.I mean how can you have someone who likes you that much na dude..The next day morning,I muted your profile in my whatsapp but you know what even if I get a single message I think "Will this be her?" and then I tell to myself "Why would she text you? Remember it was you who texted her always..".It would be a blatant lie if I tell I missed you entirely and was not able to do things these two days.Infact I was quite fast mannered in quite things but in the end you always know what is going to happen.You told me to keep a list of all the messages you want to send to me and  you will answer them on weekends...I wanted to text you

When I returned and came after the BRM exam
When I wanted to ask how much you've read ME
When I wanted to call you that night and listen to you talking
When I wanted to send a "Rise and shine cupcake greet"
When I wanted to tell you "ME was the worst preparation till date and hear you tell fuck off"
When I wanted to text you that today was my earliest return time till date
When I wanted to ask you when you are leaving to home
When I wanted to ask you what plans you have now
When I wanted to go and meet bhavani with you
When I wanted to tell you I am planning to get drunk tonight and call you
When I wanted to thank you for accommodating me into that tiny world of yours

I suppose I cannot write ETC here because ETC means End of Thinking Capacity and that cannot happen now , can it..?

You were spot-on when you told the maximum I can do is write a blogpost abusing you.But do you really think I'll be able to 💓 felty abuse you ..?

Everytime I tell you to check the blog and wait for your response but this time I have decided to see how the way time works.So no messages but I do hope you will see this someday and drop a text telling "Hii...How was the exam today".That text is enough to make me forget all my worries and go to next year with a smile.

Meee you and us(us,really..Gautham,you're just kidding na!!..My mind tells mee)

Hiii Aphro,

You n=know what due as I am typing this poist I'm high and listening to My illayaraja songs....guess what I am crying uncontrollably but I feel like callinng you and speaking to you but guess what your phone is very busy dude..One part of me hates myself for putting you through this ..I want to killl myself for dooing this too you.But another part tells me even if you die also your love for her won't die...I really do not know why I love texting you and calling you(Okey...I know why I am doing thisss).I know wee both are opposites dude...you know today when Radz began to feed me cake na..I didn't likeee that ...I didn't want to come also dude..What can I tell when people have time to do collage but even at that time people don't  even remember to tag me in their  Facebook post but expect me to teach them subjects...pathetic poor fucker assholes..see this is what happens  I when I try to be friendly witg people ..Its me who gets hurt in the end.look at you always wanting to be amoingst people and look at me not wanting to see people ....I suppose people like us should be happy with ourselves...I saw your nail polish dude..I don;t know if you noticed me seeing it or not but it was wonderful dude.But I am pissed off at you for not telling alll the bessst dude...who remebers alll these things na even when drunk..I don;t know why I am like this dude.I feel like killing even if I think another person is trying to take you away from you..I am telling you dude..no matter what happenszz I am not ready to lose you even if it is at the cost of losing my sanity...I am trying to call your phone lik e 35 times now dude..sometimes I wonder what would've happen if I would've been dumb and where would that lead us ...you tell me I am smart but guess what I am ready to become dumb foor no one except you ..Okay...No one here in bangalore deserves that except you....It is very difficult being like  this dude.."leave me" you tell so easily..but I tell it is possible only if I die..just tell if that gives you peace;..I'll just go and die dude...I understand you do not want to commmit beacause of guiltyness blablabla...But still dude I have no proper answer for why you and not someoneee else ..Okay..sometimes I wish I should've been in a parrallel world where both of us never meet so that atleast one of us is bery happy na dude..There is some problem between me and deepak dude...he doesn't tell me and I have asked im three times till now...what more can I do dude..He thinks he can put me in his mental box and predict how I am..But trust me dude..what he is doing is almost impossible.No one except you is worth of my time and consideration...I do not knwo even if you will ever love me or not dude..but just kno one thing whatever happens....whenever you wnat you can call me in life and ask me any help you want and this is a promise okey...I am just going to type a text in whatsapp now to you telling to check my blog..you know what dude..everytime I write this I get anxious whether you will like it or not...It is the same feeling I have at times when you call me for talking dude..Sometimes,Whenever I see you in college dude..I instantly feel happy and regret my decision to join this collegee.....