Wednesday, 1 November 2017

How far can I travel ?!?

Hii there,

It's been a long time since my previous post.It is really a strange thing indeed,I was able to create wonderful posts within a span of say 30-40 mins..but these days I sit and try very hard and squeeze my right brain but still not even a drop is willing to fall out."What has happened to you?"..I ask myself.So I have decided to write this one as a conversation between me and my conscience..!!

Me:- What a nice day it's been.A good movie,nice sleep and some quality reading.This weather tempts me to take a walk and a cup of hot tea...!!
Cs(Conscience):- Ofcourse!!..But don't use this as a cover and pass by her room,Okey?
Me:- Shut up dude..I am not even talking to her for past one month and I must say I'm very happy and relieved.
Cs:- haha...Don't lie to me bro..I know all those midnight cryings and being like a walking corpse state-you're these days.
Me:- That..that is just me trying to overcome her presence.You know we're trying very hard ...
Cs:- True that..Now don't start getting emotional and get out to real world..
Me:- That's my boy..
(I go for a nice walk and decide to have lemon tea )
Now you might ask a question..Did you pass by her room or not ..?..Read on to know that
Me:- Nice day...well look there our beloved friends are standing.Why don't I go and tell a Hi..
Cs:- Dude..you dont want to go there..Do u see who that girl who's having her back to you..
Me:- Well,I'm too deep to go back..I can't return now
Cs:- Trust me dude..that's your life's problem..!!
Me:- Shit..It's her?.Isn't it?...Right?
Cs:- Spot on !!!
Me;- I'm gonna make this situation super awkward now !!
Cs:- Just walk away and look at her.I know you wanted to get a glimpse of her.
Me:- That's y I went by her room..oops!!
Cs:- And you tell me that I remind you of her always..Asshole
(I then curse god for creating this kind of coincidence and turning my night the opposite of my day)
Me:-Yaay...I've successfully evaded her presence.Wait a min...Is it raining..why are my eyes getting moist now..
Cs:- Evade ..Evade ..we'll see how far you can go !!
Me:- I'll go to hostel and cry my heart out.Then I'll take bath and be fresh.Haven't you heard "I love crying in rain because no one can see me crying"
Cs:- You'll anyways write a blog post about this.We'll meet there !!!
Me:- Yes..but should I publish that or not..?
Cs:- You want to do it because you think someday she'll read this and start talking to you..Don't you remember what she said.."Be mature Gautham.I did not expect this from you"
Me:- Otha..fuck her expectations..Did I expect things to turn out like this..
Cs:- uh oh..Not again...Take bath before the water become too hot to handle ..
Me:- Well..Trust me bro ..it's not only the water which is reaching it's boiling point soon..
Cs:- Yappa ..Dei...Poda po !!!!