Empty Ness everywhere

Hii Dude,
I'm not even sure I can call you by that name now.Where is the girl who used to talk to me like before..I ask myself.What is the point of writing a blog when you are not willing to read it also ..I thought I wrote only for you but I was dumb enough necer to know what you actually thought about these posts.Now what will I do ..can I stop people from speaking or thinking is something which I can't think of.But you , I thought you'll understand that and you know me better than what other's say.But we both know it is your base character coming out in stressful situations like these.You could've asked me my life instead of asking me to stop talking to u.But  alas,you always manage to get the best and worst out of me so effortlessly.who am I to stop you from your decision to talk to me,right
?..it better be right. . at least one of us will be happy.how was your exam . How's the preparation going ..these
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Questions I want to ask u daily..but a poor soul like me still hasn't learn to share emotions either with a stranger or even best friends who are often not there at times of need ..!!..Maybe I was too dependent on you..what is the use of this blog if you don't read or me livin if you're not there.  Cmon dude..don't be stupid ..it happens to people all the time . Maybe  or maybe not but how can a person be like me..!!..,at times I think I've lost sanity .. it'll be better and im so bad that I don't even qualify to be your friend.Shes is not even ready to give her friendship,you poor asshole aren't u ashamed of asking her again and again. !!  just go and die somewhere ..Okey . But if I die my loVe fr u will) also be crushed na ..So no thoughts like  that .how u made fun of me  nd ,how excited I was when u told we'll go for Jan we met s ehal.. what happened in the end ..lol ..